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Bipolar Disorder and Focus
I live with Bipolar 2 Disorder. They say it’s the “less intense” version of Bipolar Disorder but I beg to differ. Well, I certainly can’t compare it to anything, however, I am just advising you to not let the name of it steer you from taking it seriously. Being #2 doesn’t mean less severe or less dangerous. Check out this old blog post if you’re interested in some Bipolar Myth Debunking.
Lately, I’ve noticed that focusing is tough. Completing tasks is insanely difficult. The need to Google every symptom has brought me to now share with you some information surrounding Bipolar Disorder and focus. I’m always wanting to shift the conversation surrounding Bipolar Disorder. I’m trying to share that it’s not simply mood swings.
So, while Bipolar Disorder is characterized as a mood disorder, it is also in fact a neurological disorder and a disability. (Yes, mine has been declared a disability.) It’s known for the dramatic shifts from high to low, but nobody wants to talk about the effects of those shifts. The disorder can affect the way you think, along with the way your memory functions. Not every person with Bipolar Disorder struggles with concentration, but a notable amount does. I am definitely one of these.
Bipolar Disorder can make it more difficult to think clearly, understand reason, and make decisions. This is something that I struggle with A LOT. I am constantly working on skills to develop being able to make decisions. While cycling through moods it’s even commonly reported to have memory loss and memory impairment. So while it definitely affects your mood, Bipolar Disorder is a disorder of the mind. Sometimes it is so intense I just can’t anymore. I lay on the couch with a blanket over my head feeling an overwhelming amount of emotions.